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Today was fun. food wise.
Had mel's fairwell lunch and later cake for carmen's birthday for tea..

But the day ended bad..
really really bad. or at least to me.
i just so didnt want to screw up my last week of work but.
TADAAAAH! i screwed it up on monday.
boo. ='(

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Quote of the day

On fear:

"Its okay to be scared from time to time. Sometimes just taking responsibility for your life may feel scary. Fear forces you to stay awake. the point where you 'click' from living in your mind to trusting the inner you is a major turning point for many. Its how they gradually transcend fear.
If your mind dominates, you'll become scared; but if you feel things out instead, most of the fear falls away and you know deep within that it will all be okay in the end."

fear has taken so many aspects of my life within the last few weeks.
and probably in the last few years.
but i trully understand how the 'if you feel things out' part now..
I tell myself so many times a day, it will be okay. seriously...

well, just trying to find strength..

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We had a mini project today.
we had to discuss and do up a floor plan for the christmas deco.
intern style.. JJJYYEAAHH.
and so the outside christmas tree is gonna be gold and green,
but inside, the tree is gonna be FUNKYYYY!
lol. who ask yall get a dancer to do this.
but supervisor was impressed with this plan.
*thumbs up!*


i CANT WAIT FOR SISSSYYY TO BE HOMMEEEE.
someone, i can call fatty from the bottom of my heart. =X!!!!
hahaha.

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"Communication is like MSN, if you type type type type, but you dont press 'send' no matter what the other person will not get it and will never understand what you're trying to say"

i nv said you have to change. i nv even typed it in the box.

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"hi! what's your name?"
"hi, my name is flobert'
"huh? albert?'
'er, flobert'
"sorry? robert?'
"NO. FLObert"


hahahaha... can you hear the conversation happening in your head?
this is retarded.
scripted by the girls on our birthdaySS celebration.